I've got just over a month left till this kid is due. I can't take it anymore. I'm tired of being pregnant. It wasn't my idea to get knocked up this time. I wanted to wait a few more years. But it doesn't matter anymore. It's probably just going to be me and the kids. So at least my oldest won't be an only child. After this one, I'm getting my tubes clipped. It's not physically healthy for me to have any more because of the way he was born.

I'm done. Not like I have a way to make any more kids... "He" has another girlfriend. "He" is brutally honest. So either it's the truth, or "He" is lying to me. I don't know which is worst. Either way now is a wrong time to pull that kind of shit. Joke or not, if "He" is just joking, "He" has said that line way too many times. And, if someone says something over and over, wouldn't you think it's truthful...

Asshole