Life isn't worth living
make death worth the wait
name kitten circe
What am i see death
destruction
saving grace and judgement

Inseperable love and lust
what's my deal
what is wrong with me
im not the one you are looking for
i don't know anything
innocence indulged
berate base
miss oppurtunity
1st lesson - listen
innosense beguiled

desire holds
the moment still

can't cheer you up can't make you
happy can't understand you
can't feel your level exceeds my own commit to death

leftover tires roadside carrion
toilet snakes
Smashing Pumpkins
quote the attorney
'Don't say that that's awful awful'

I assume too many things
I assume you assume that im at you

no not mad jealous
sad you can be gone

padding paw clicking claw
purring fierce and loud
rolling tumbling falling down
soft as a cloud (calvin and hobbes moment)

black cherry aftertaste
tin roof sundae foretaste
black and mild all over
oj and tequila is good
need to fix typewriter
tsubasa wings sakki thirst
for blood Billy C is hot
James I grin
Sept. 7 booksale library

My dark lover
smells like twilight
feels like october

romance is such a fleeting moment
(like) the stars up in the sky
and when they come tumbling down
ah the heavens would cry

Fri Sept. 6th 2:06 AM 69 degrees F
got lots to do Monday tequila
Tuesday vodka Wednesday aftereffect
of vodka Thursday woke up at 4pmish
got new application need to fill out
and get job now!
don't really want to write
but need to

Friday later on look up
Hikaru no Go and Witch Hunter Robin
not easy to write in the shower but warm
Monday he came by
we got Mescal
tequila nasty tasting *straight*
like swallowing a cigarette
managed two shots but drank lots
of smirnoff ice
and had some teq oj mix - lost count
was really loud
called everyone cute
and grabbed everyone

*water rippling over under
water mirror*
not bad
was salt and lemon chaser
prefer oj buzz check
could walk fine could
understand see hear
taste smell talking
was slurred and loud
Tuesday Vox vodka and smirnoff
again got tired of waiting for
return of part of group from
video rental managed
to drink 7 shots
in 30 minutes
Kicked in slowly downed
like water tastes like
rubbing alcohol smells
really bad called everyone
cute repeated everything
at least 5 times