Wed. 19 I have to

increase my speed

leisureness no more

I've been sleeping

in and I don't know

why Is it the new

town I'll say town

and continue to until

I see a bigger part of

it the only place I

know how to get to

is Walmart I'll avoid

mentioning how lost

I am and how

nice it'd be to

sex drugs violence
these are not what
separated man from god
they have been with man
since the beginning remainders
of the echoing past
technology is man
was put out of Eden to
suffer and technology
has eased it man is now
liken to god

the days escape me

today is a sunday i'm sure

a new place a new state

on a day so bright and warm

it's hard to believe it's

december on a day like this

worries aren't so sharp in

my mind I long for the

company of an old friend

it's not homesickness just

a memory i'm fond of......

i've been recommended to read the unibomber manifesto

i'm hoping to one day have all of my websites together

in a lovely little list and to have all of my blank disks full

cause right now they're so far away and empty and it's so sad

i'm waiting on money...

--this is for all who know me--

xmas day has already passed
even this note is a little late
but you must know this
a present is still on the way

hopefully i'll get a response from someone who has

my pictures and will send them to me

i hope...

(i've been recommended to read a lot of books...catching up!)

i wish i knew the song that was played on international

mtv a few years back... it had snow and was very pretty

lots of hope...now for time and effort

**guahh i miss my memories**