time to be physical
three coughs and a sneeze away...
got sopping wet in the rain after visiting a friend
it was wonderful
except i hadn't ate all day
and some one nudged me with their vehicle whilst i was avoiding the deeper puddles

what happened to pedestrian rights?
or at least a little courtesy for the fact that your life sucks and that it's o so important that you get your fast food home before the fries get cold

...no that's ME being courteous....

dream of someone
make me weak in the knees
sexier
me

whatever it is that you do when you do what you do to me

.....sigh......
if only.

...what do i look like to you?
what is it about me that's attractive
(at least i hope i have one...)
i mean i've never had a reason to look nice...but if i tried would i look nice?

i have my own ideal of beauty....
not magazine beauty...not real beauty
just beauty
and i don't fit.
broad spectrum that it is, i don't fit in my own concept of beauty.

probably cause i had no reason to _ ...

now that i'm thinking about it
i want to fix my image
out goes the old clothes
in goes the rabbit food
out goes the sweat
in goes the breath.......
i hope i don't pass out from being uber unfit

i see you
i don't talk to you
i don't want to ruin the fragile balance
i follow someone else's advice
i let them talk me down
i know you hate me
you're rare
i'm latched on to what little i knew
i'll never see you again
i want you

ease my mind