i tried typing with my toes
to distract me, but i only got
logged in then quit
it took too long

if i should walk upon this road again
let my sorrow melt into sin
the weak rain tries to cover my weak tears

'In my dreams I'm dying all the time
As I wake its kaleidoscopic mind
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to lie
So this is goodbye
This is goodbye

Tell the truth you never wanted me
Tell me

In my dreams I'm jealous all the time
As I wake I'm going out of my mind
Going out of my mind'

porcelain by moby

it looks like rain the song looks like rain

...

sick to my stomach doesn't even come close
my inside aches
i had a line...what was it supposed to mean...
i would have been better off pregnant
then i would have had a legitimate reason for being stupid
i lost some thing that i never thought i would have
although it was to be nothing at all
it still could become something
if i hadn't _...
now i see _ again
and the brown in my eyes is drowned out
the green in my eyes reflected by the redness of my eyes by the tears in my eyes
can one be happy and sad at the same time?
yes, but is it right?

i'm jealous of those who are in love

of those who fell in love

of those who never fell in love

of those who fell out of love

of those who know love

of those who don't know love

i'm jealous of those who aren't in love

and you

you could be someone to love