hindering

hurting

hating

crying

sighing

lieing

waiting

debating

procrastinating

and more

my head hurts so badly....the one pain i hate the most is a dull aching one

i just don't know

maybe i'm meant to wander

maybe i let myself get this way

maybe me knowing that i should have died a long time ago makes me wish i had the guts to actually kill me

i've tried shedding

i revert to my old habits

i want to scrape myself clean

i it's always about this

i don't really care about anyone else

do i?

i don't really care about me

do i?

i don't even have a direction

do i?

i'm hindering

i'm a bitch

i'm a drama queen

i'm pathetic

i'm too nice

i'm not capable of many things

i'm not smart

i'm alone

i'm clingy

i'm wasting your time

i'm taking up your air space

i'm sick

i'm jealous

i'm...

i do everything half assed